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10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend".
I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends".
So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step!
I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it.
Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.
I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!".
She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend".
At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it.
I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too...
I thought to my self, and I cried.
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
Hello!! Did this quiz thingy that i saw in sharon's blog..just felt like posting it as an entry so here it is! =)
1. What colour is ur hair?
*Black
2. Do u ever lie about ur age?
*I did. Once online. Once when i was going to rent a NC16 VCD and once when i was going to watch a NC16 movie. lol..maybe i'll have to lie abt my age in the future too..haha..
3. Do u prefer 'sensitive boys' or 'tough guys'?
*Hmmz..i think i prefer 'sensitive boys'.
4. Do u prefer blond or dark-haired guys?
*Dark-haired guys!! =)
5. How many things in your past do u regret?
*LOL..i don't keep track.
6. Do u have a best friend?
*Hmmz..not really..super good ones, i have! =)
7. What do u want to be when you grow up?
*I want to be so many things! A teacher, gyneacologist, pharmacist, social worker, psychologist, journalist and the list goes on! That's how aimless and fickle i am! lol
8. Have you ever kissed two pple in one night?
*Haha! No! Kisses are precious!
9. Where do u shop to buy most of ur clothes?
*Hmmz..anywhere that sells nice yet affordable clothes..like This Fashion! =)
10. Who was the last person you hugged?
*Haha..Lily Zhen who loves my hugs! =)
11. Have you ever had ur heart broken?
*Lots of times but it always gets mended back! haha
12. Have you ever wanted someone but u knew u couldn't have them?
*Haha..yea..that happens alot...but i always move on!
13. If you could change anything about ur past, what would u change?
*Hmmz..difficult qn..actually i dunno..i can't even rmb anything wrong with my past..lol..
14. Do u like your life?
*Yep! It rawks totally! Life treats me well most of the time although it abuses me at times..haha..
15. Do u shop at hollister?
*Eh..???
16. Has one of ur frenz ever stolen a boyfriend from u?
*Haha..nope..but they have unknowingly stolen my crushes!
17. Has one of ur frenz ever stabbed u in the back?
*Hmmz..i dun think so cuz i can't rmb anything like that. lol..i have a bad memory!
18. Did u forgive them?
*I would if they want to be forgiven. I try not to hold grudges! =)
19. Who is ur best friend in ur pri sch life?
*Seela Karen. Hahaz..she was the perfect friend i had till primary 3 when she moved house and transferred from my pri sch. =( Now she is in VJ and she lives at sengkang too! I do see her ard but i guess it's not the same as it was back then..haha..
20. Do u have more frenz that are girls or guys?
*Girls! haha..
21. How long have u had friendster?
*Abt 2 years i think...
22. Have u ever skipped sch?
*Of course! When im feeling lazy and tired..lol.
23. Have u ever slapped a boy in the face?
*Haha!! Yes! Poor Ah Choo received one when he irritated me like 2 years back and my brother got slapped by me in the past too! lol
24. What is one of ur biggest fears?
*Death of a beloved.
25. Have u ever skipped class?
*Yupz..when i feel that the lesson is redundant.
26. Has anyone close to u ever passed away?
*Nope
27. Have u ever cried urself to sleep?
*Yes. I think when i was younger. Now, i try not to waste my tears on insignificant stuff so i rarely cry.
28. Have u ever not been able to get someone out of ur head?
*Yes! I try so hard but it's so difficult!
29. Do u believe in the saying, "Once a cheater, always a cheater"?
*Haha..no lah..i dun think its that serious..
30. Are u a player?
*Haha..NO!
31. What is ur screen name?
*Cinderalla89 i guess...
32. Do u ever wish u were famous?
*Sometimes...
33. Do u ever wish u were a man?
*Haha..yes..when i think about how much more a woman suffers than a man..
34. What is the sweetest thing that can ever happen to you?
*haha..i dunno..anything that shows me that i am loved will seem sweet! =)
35. One word best describing you?
*Hmmz..unique? Or maybe Happy-go-lucky? Or maybe Sweet? lol..i dunno!
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If You Love Someone Put Their Name In A Circle Not A Heart, A Heart Can Break But A Circle Goes On Forever
Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep Because Reality Is Better Then A Dream
The First Time I Saw You I Knew It Was True. That I'd Love You Forever And That's What I'll Do. You Don't Know What You Do To Me, You Don't Have A Clue. You Don't Know What It's Like To Be Me Looking At You
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you
To see you is what my eyes long for, to touch you is what my body longs for, but to love you, my heart has done already for a long time
Gotta let you know that I love you, gotta let you know that I care, gotta let you know that for you, I'll always be there