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10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend".
I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends".
So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step!
I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it.
Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.
I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!".
She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend".
At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it.
I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too...
I thought to my self, and I cried.
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Thursday, February 22, 2007
Had a nice day today! =)
I paid attention during bio lecture but i still didn't understand alot of things! lol..after that went outside LT1 to do work with liyi..then had bio remedial with Mrs Lim tgt with renes and wee theng and i think it was quite effective! Didn't really expect it to be though..lol..Maths lect was horrible..i didn't understand a single thing that the lecturer was teaching..was just copying blindly..and was chatting with liyi half the time..i think we were very noisy! Haha..but anyway, its fun crapping ard with her during lectures..
GP lecture! Haha! Was an interesting one..liyi, aurelia and I got called out by the lecturer for talking loudly during the video screening! lol..and aurelia super attitude to the teacher lah! I couldn't stop laughing after i left the LT! lol..I crashed Chinese lecture today! Dhanesh crashed too cuz we had no tamil..haha..was like attracting so much attention..so paiseh..heez..I taught liyi how to say numbers 1 to 10 in tamil during the lecture! lol PE was not bad cuz we din run much..did my favourite conditioning stuff..the teachers made us tuck in our tshirts until super toot! lol..but we were all still enthu! =) Oh! I miss suzy loads! Kept thinking that i heard her voice ard..disulphide aunties miss our missing aunty!! =)
Was supposed to have Mesahi dinner straight away after pe but the members had cca commitments so we decided to split up and meet later at Breeks! I followed andy to his house and waited for him to shower and change..lol..then we proceeded to breeks..by that time everyone was there and we started having a sumptious meal! Brother Andy treated all of us buffalo wings and dessert! Thx for the Brownie with ice cream bro! =) Really had a great time at breeks! We still had so much stuff to talk abt..after a long time saw pei shan's funny, drama side and kelvin's warm, cute side again! Haha..we r gonna have a post pw results gathering and ze ling said she'll pay for the food! Yay! Can't wait! lol..Go Mesahi!! =)
Its 9.30pm..just came back from Mesahi gathering and im sooo exhausted! Haiz..dun think i'll end up doing any work...and my sis borrowed two VCDs frm her friend and i borrowed a DVD frm andy..i wanna watch the movies during the weekend!! Feb is ending soon! So fast! Hmmz..Fun Filled Friday tmr with an extra bio tutorial lesson! Yay! lol
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If You Love Someone Put Their Name In A Circle Not A Heart, A Heart Can Break But A Circle Goes On Forever
Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep Because Reality Is Better Then A Dream
The First Time I Saw You I Knew It Was True. That I'd Love You Forever And That's What I'll Do. You Don't Know What You Do To Me, You Don't Have A Clue. You Don't Know What It's Like To Be Me Looking At You
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you
To see you is what my eyes long for, to touch you is what my body longs for, but to love you, my heart has done already for a long time
Gotta let you know that I love you, gotta let you know that I care, gotta let you know that for you, I'll always be there